A prayer for changing and strengthening of the heart

Lord please help me to be loving and patient, while also being stern and consistent in my actions and dealings with my family, friends and those I come in contact with on a day to day basis.

I wish

I wish you knew how hard it is for me. To lay these words out for you to see. I fear that you will think I speak as though I am better in some way then you or any other. That is not the case.  I often wonder why it is I have these thoughts inside my head. Just randomly they pop up. My thoughts not even remotely on such a topic. Then all of a sudden something comes into mind that I can not let go of until it is released. At times I even run from the things that I think. It frightens me to say what I apparently must say. But even still eventually it comes out. Now please remember in love I say everything even on the condemnation I wish only to show you the truth so that you will be set free.